don't bother | tacit's Blog

I wish i was someone other than myself. I wish i could just be happy, I really do. I'm sorry if i am annoying other EP users or just being another drag on society. This is all i know in my life. I don't know how to be different.

I am getting the strong feeling that the world is sick of me.  I am pretty sick of me too. its not fair to anyone that has to deal with me.

To my friends: thank you. i know that even the most patient of all is tired of it.

to the 'guys': why me? i should have known better.  no one can tolerate the looks, personality, and emotions.

maybe today is just a bad day... but when do the good days come?

i hate myself so much. When will i realize that happiness is just not gonna happen. im only hurting others by being here.