Don't pay attention to me.. | tacit's Blog

I feel like such an idiot when ever i feel upset and i write anything. I feel like it looks like i am fishing for sympathy but i am not. i don't want to make people feel bad or feel obligated to say anything. i appreciate the things people say of course..

Today i feel like i have been weighed down. it feels like someone is pressing down on my chest making it hard to breathe or care. I feel very alone and betrayed today. I was out non stop today just constantly moving. when i came home my family was viscously fighting. i feel like my friend betrayed my confidence by telling the gudance department at my school about me.

i am upset she went behind my back and "reported" me in a way. I have lots of "friends" but i feel like they don't really care. I  feel like i am just someone thats there to them. someone who drives them anywhere they want at their beck and call.

tonight i.... just have had enough. im not saying im going to do anything... but it really doesn't seem like a terrible idea honestly..